Monday, June 27, 2005
hey babes
it was gd to meet up w most of ya (sm, cher u two better make your entry soon man, chuin and i are only back for 1 mth and nette u tc we will see u at the end of the yr????)

haha.
just tot of droppin by to say we are backkkkk
hee..
lovelove
chaoz at 1:50 AM

Friday, June 17, 2005

especially to Ruth:

babe, i know your reading this. you don't know how much the card meant to me, as a surprise and a gesture of love. your really sweet you know? somehow God's been doing his wonderful things like these. making me feel loved by people, with all the support. to those who i've lost or seemed to have a distance with, He brought flame to it all again. for all people, i really didn't expect you to come over and drop me a card in my letter box. to much surprise, i am appreciated. :) thanks also for offering the listening ear yea? and how you explained you'd dig it clean for me. hahaha. i thought that was rather cute. well, just needed to let you know that, you've touched my heart. Our God is smiling upon you for showing His unconditional love. :) i'm doing alright yeah? but if YOU ever need a ear, i'm here too for anything. don't ever once think my house ain't open for you to walk in either yea?

thanks again darl for the sweet card, i don't knoe what else to say but you are sweetnesss.

babes, i'll try to call you soon k? i got church camp next monday to thursday, yea. love.
joette* at 12:46 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

thanks darlings.

nette, you know already how much those words meant to me. :) thanks dear.

and to the rest of you, who've i've received messages and calls from overseas. thanks for just asking how i am, eventhough i'm for sure you'll didn't know what's the right way to respond.
i know you'll all here for me.
it the first young life i've seen go away who i've known, inevitably, it's fei. you know what this actually tells us right?
well, at least for nette, liling, ling, chuin. there's so little we can do on earth, there's nothing much to hold on to. the treasures awaits us up there in heaven. return to the father if you haven't, cos i'm definate his calling out to you'll.
now i just seem to not be able to handle, if i don't step out and say smthing about our God. becos his real and his true. and maybe some of you'll have already forgotten Him, but he hasnt forgotten about you yet.
to the rest of you, this is my first time i'll be asking, if you've ever given it a thought. i may seem to be coming on too strongly now, but forgive me if i may seem insensitive about it yah? just don't want to waste this effort. i don't want to go up to heaven one day and not have been able to do what i wanted. or regret not telling you'll more about His love.

i don't expect all of you to understand this, but it's just on my heart.
and if i'm not bold enough to say it,
then i don't count myself worthy in my daddy's courts.
so this will just be my first time saying smthing like this.
don't know what your reactions are right now.
it's not a push it's not a asking.
i'm just trying to speak my life out.
i love you girls so much.
tt's why i'm doing this.

joette* at 1:44 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

hey babes.

life's short. embrace it okay?
find meaning in life if you need to.
don't just live it for yourself, that's not the way God wired us to be so.

well, fei passed away this afternoon.. i've been okay if your wondering. hanging in there becos i know my glorious father's taking care of him right now and his in a better place. so rest assured that i'm doing ok. probably alright for now, but in days, weeks to come i don't know what's going to happen. still rather in the initial stage, taking things step by step.

i miss him already you know..

just thought i'd let you'll know. was thinking so hard if to tell. but i guess if i don't you'd find out too. you girls take care aiights?
joette* at 2:12 AM